not with a bang but a wimper

All things considered, I'm the least accessable person in the world right now, not just because of the army but mentally also, I'm in a wierd place right now. I know what I want but as always, can't have it currently. I guess I'm just waiting for someone to come along and divert my attention. I can understand someone not wanting to be in a relationship with me at the moment, I'm never around, and I can only talk certan hours of the day, however, I'm only a phone call away. Geeesh is this boy puttin himself out there